To You

I'm not perfect but I'm sorry for not being a better and easier person.
Sorry for blowing up every small thing that happens between us.
Sorry for hurting you so many times, you don't deserve it, but I do it anyway..
Sorry for thinking more about the way I feel about things then the way you do.
Sorry for all the times I'm selfish,
You don't deserve any of this.
I'm sorry for just being another one to hurt you, when I should be the one who makes your life better.
Now maybe you'll understand why everyone else left.
I guess it should have hit me earlier and I should have tried to be better.
Sorry it took so look so long to notice.
Sorry I asked you to be someone you are not.
I guess yesterday that talk we had made me realize all this,
I will try to be a better person from now on.
It won't be an overnight change, and it will be hard,
So please have patience.
But by the end we'll be happier....Ya?
I love you, and hope I'll always be able to say that.
And by the way the fact that you do things for me because you want to make me happy,
It isn't fair of me to get mad at you for them.
Guess I'll have to change that also.
Bye

MIsfits

So ya, I am watching this awesome tv series. They are about these random teens who are put on community service and the first day a huge storm hits and they get superpowers. 

I'm almost done the 3rd seasons and can't wait for the 4th, even the they are taking out all the best characters in it :(

Birdie Picture

I would totally do this to my wall :) well not exactly the same, but similar... So anyhow today was a regular day, was gonna go to the pool but didn't work out. so I did school, finished another Asian History book, I feel smart? Don't have much to do, wish I had friends here, or even better that my friends were here. Mostly during the day I'm on tumblr, or hang out with my siblings and dog, oh ya and read my book. I'm reading the 5th book of the Mortal Instruments Series. Best books ever, well I don't like reading much, but when I used to be into it I was reading those books so now when the new ones come out I have to read them. So ya enjoy the picture and enjoy your day.

Sorry about the fact that my posts have gotten real boring recently, like before they used to be well thought out. so yaa...bye

Back To Europe

Well over the past weeks/months that I haven't written on my beloved blog a lot has happened.
-I met a ton of new people.
-I moved to Hungary...like a bit over 2 weeks ago
-I am gonna visit Switzerland soon...cannot wait!
-Got a summer job, have to try out soon...hope I actually get it, but I will
-Got a laptop, it has a million problems and is real old, but I love it cuz it's the best and only laptop I have
-Went to Manila to say bye to everyone

I'm sure way more happened, but not to important

last day with the Martinez's 

my parents wanted to celebrate my 18th birthday again

with my grandparents, dog, and brother

um new family picture

Bohol

group shot, these people were pretty cool

this was in March, but just wanted to post it :)

Back in Hungary again....

Ok, people are way to friendly in this country, well mostly old people...NOT TEENS...they always talk to me, literally I can never go to the park or anywhere without someone talking to me, even if I just go to bring the dog out people talk to me. it's nice and all, but soo weird, like I'm not used to it. 

Spend a lot of my time doing this, except I can't skype on my computer cuz it's real special

ok I will be literally killed for posting this here, so if I never post again don't wonder.

So mostly my life is good here, still getting used to the changes and weather. Super into this series called Misfits, it's mega good, it's a British series. <3

Goodnight world. bu-bye

Wish me luck with my life, esp. my trip to Switzerland, it'll be the first time I travel alone, so yaaaa..

Pray for meee :)

Thanks