Bern

Here are some of the pictures from my trip in Bern, it was real fun. Got home yesterday...I'm still catching up on sleep...

 this is where they make cheese

 finally got to taste this...it's the best

 I tried on one of the traditional Swiss dresses on for fun

 the mountains we hiked

 blue berries :)

 Micha was real glad to get back to the car at the end

 I FINALLY GOT TO GO TO THE ZOO!

 our excited faces at being at the zoo

he-heh

Ok that's all....enjoy

Switzerland

I've been in Switzerland since Wednesday, staying in a small town close to Zurich, it's been a lot of fun being here so far, got to see my childhood best friend and catch up on all the old time. Don't really have any pictures (maybe I'll get some later) but just saying I've had a real good time. The place is beautiful, normally I'm not into scenery, but if you look out the window this is what you see...

And you just have to walk a few minutes and you can already be by the lake and swim, and since I love swimming this would be the perfectest place to live ever. :) You don't have to pay, it looks awesome, and there are not sharks or creepy animals in the water. 

Going to be staying with different friends while here, so on the second half of my stay I get to see Bern, I heard it was also very beautiful and I'll get to go up the Alps, so I'm real excited. This is like one of the first REAL vacations I've had in my life, where I just go, relax, and enjoy life. I love it :) 

Life is aweeeeeeeesssssssssoooommmmeeee!

What Lies Beneath

Take a breath
Hold it in
Start a fight
You won't win
Had enough
Let's begin
Nevermind
I don't care

All in all
You're no good
You don't cry
Like you should
Let it go
If you could
When love dies in the end

Here we go
Does it hurt
Say goodbye
to this world
I will not
Be undone
Come to life
It gets worse


Yea.....sometimes things hurt, sometimes things break me, sometimes I cry for no reason, and there are times I hate you, I don't want to, I want it to be perfect between us. You are perfect for me but somethings just keep us different, there are things we will never agree on. 

I guess it is fair, it's fair that if something bothers you about a person you can tell them, and then they can choose to change it or not, sometimes I guess I'm to pushy, and maybe I can't accept it when someone tells me the things that bothers them about me. I thought about what you said, I really did, how am I supposed to change the way I really feel about something, I can't, not if I have to change my opinion on something I believe to something you believe. I'm sorry. I won't talk about it anymore, but maybe it bothers me the way you think about things sometimes. No two people are alike, and I'm tired of hearing you accept me...I don't believe it. But wtv doesn't really matter. I love you so much, and I know you love me too. That's all that matters to me right now, we can work through the rest. ok?