19.10.2013

So here's a junky picture of the moon, it looked super big and yellow so I wanted to take a picture of it for my blog but it looks super tiny on the picture.
I had a good day today. Met up with some friends and had a pretty great time. I'm realizing there's lots of possibilities for me here but I just need to put myself out there. Some things are coming together already.

I have had 'writers block' for a really long time..I know it sounds really lame for me to say that since I'm in no way a writer. But before I used to be able to just sit in front of my computer and write my blog and subjects would flow out for me to write about, now when I try to update I get nothing even if I already had a whole post in my head beforehand.

I'm going to have a week vacation at the end of this month and it'll be nice to go home and have things like they used to be. Funny how when I had things like that I hated it, and now I miss it. I guess that's how life is, you don't appreciate it until you don't have it anymore. Well I don't want to go back and live there I just miss the company and people around.

It just hit me how sad I am about A Rocket To The Moon breaking up, I really loved that band and I won't be able to ever see them live now. I was thinking of looking up if they were going to come out with a new album and then I remembered that they never will :( Whyyyy!!! At least they still have their old songs for me to listen to and love.

R.I.P. A Rocket To The Moon  --- you are missed.

Tuesday Post

Bleh, my mind is a muddled mess right now. I've done about everything I could to help me think it through. I even went jogging (which I haven't done in over a year and a half) I think my last resort is sleep but it's not even 9 yet and my body clock doesn't let me sleep till at least 10 unless I'm sick or super over tired. I'm not unhappy just a bit messed up. I'm not to sure what's going on with me. Anywayyy..... my jog was pretty nice, ok I'm not a huge fan of jogging, but it was nice to be out and listen to music and go somewhere you never been before. I discovered there's a playground not to far from where I live. I know that's not really useful information for me, but I should at least know my own neighborhood.
How I Met Your Mother (the best tv series ever) has been coming out for a few weeks now, they come out on Monday and I'm able to get them every Tuesday...so basically Tuesday's are really awesome because I get off work, go to my room and get it. Then have a good 20 minutes of laughing. If you don't watch it you really should, it's already on the 9th (and last) season so if you start now you won't have to wait as long as I do for the parts to come out. It is really worth your time.
I kind of have cramps, I'm waiting for them to go away.
Oh and highlight of my life at the moment......

I'M GOING TO THE PHILIPPINES FOR CHRISTMAS!!!

I am soo excited, I actually thought I'd never go back there. I won't be there for long as I have work to get back to but I will enjoy the time I have to the fullest.

I'll leave you with this verse:

Family Day

Today we had family day at the kindergarten, I didn't really know if I was looking forward to it as all the other teachers thought it was to cold and to early in the year for family day. I didn't say much but instead decided to wait and see. I had to stay half an hour longer at work because of family day but I didn't mind as long as I could get my shopping done and be home before 5:30. So around 3:00 the parents started arriving, and the sun came out, it was probably warmer then it was all week this afternoon and the kids who's parents showed up seemed to be having loads of fun and the parents also. It was actually really nice, I had a little boy crying on my lap most of the time so I didn't really participate in anything until he discovered the food and the crying stopped so I went about taking pictures of the games. I ended up having to stay 45 minutes later then I expected and was annoyed that I wouldn't have everything done in time.

Finally everyone left and I started making my way down the road to the shop which is about half an hour walk away, I really didn't feel like walking all that way but since I didn't have much choice I tried not to think about it. Before I even walked 5 minutes one of the kids dad's drove by and offered to drive me to the shop, it was completely out of his way and it made me feel really happy. On the way home even though the walk was up hill I didn't care and just felt really happy, I know it wasn't much for him to drive me, but it got me thinking about how God always knows how to make your day, and how I shouldn't let small things get me down because when I am positive he can do these small favors for me which really make me happy and feel loved by him. I got home half an hour later then I had hoped but since I didn't have anything to this evening I was fine with it. And I guess I learned something good from my shopping trip. It's finally weekend and I'm content.

Well I normally don't make posts about my day like this, but today really stood out to me for some reason so I thought a post would do it justice.