Dear Blog,
I am back in Hungary for a month now, and I have to say my life is 100% different than it was.
It's really strange having things the same, yet so different.
Some of it is good: I am back in the apartment I loved living in, in an amazing location in the city center.
Other things are harder: a month ago I broke up with my boyfriend of over 5 years, and while it was what I needed, I wish it wouldn't have had to be this way and that we could have lasted forever.
Anyhow, the topic I wanted to write about:
I started studying programming. I knew it would be a challenge, but maybe I wasn't aware of how much of a challenge it would be. I have to say I really like it, I also will add that I feel really dumb all the time. I know that's normal when you start an intensive school, but wow!
However, since I'm a person who has gotten used to life throwing them challenges at least I am happy that I chose this challenge, and that it's an interesting one which doesn't involve pain (yet).
Overall, I can say that I feel up for facing the challenges life is throwing at me, and while it may be hard, I know it's the step I need to take to get to the future I want. I just wish that would arrive a bit faster and without the heartache and struggle it's giving me right now.
Cheers to this chapter.
-Nat
