One thing I find interesting is that it's so hard to forget the pain others caused you, while it's so easy to downplay the pain you caused them. You think they should understand your reasons behind causing them pain, but never stop to think that maybe their reasons for hurting you were also completely fair and maybe it wasn't their intention for you to get hurt, but it was more a reaction to the pain you caused them. While I want to be able to understand that, it's just so easy to downplay the severity, to think that you didn't deserve this, and then go on feeling sorry for yourself.
I wanna be a strong person, I wanna be able to move on from all of this and start to really live. I miss being happy when I'm alone.
