Life Lessons

It's amazing how sometimes things which seem like really important 'big, bad' things effect you less then the minor ones. It doesn't make sense why something so small can get me this down.
It sucks when you think you can trust someone not to purposely hurt your feelings and then they say something which is probably meaner than anything anyone else has ever told you.

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I know I partially brought it on myself, but wow. ouch!
I think my next resolution for my life is to be more careful when I make decisions, only do things that I am sure I won't regret.
They say, live life without regrets and don't say sorry for doing the things you want to do. But that can't be true because every time I make a selfish decision it's going to come back and hit me in the face. It might take half a year, but it always does. I guess I need to start learning from my mistakes. Time to wake up from my fantasy world where I think I don't have rules now that I am an adult, and realize that being logical is a rule I have to play by or I won't be able to get by.

So here's to the beginning of my path to being a smarter adult!
Cheers!