I Hope You're Happy

Dear future me,
Are you reading this whilst you are happy?
God, I hope you're happy.
You've been through so much, are you even still around to read this?
God, I hope you are.
Pain is never easy, is it? Relationship breakdowns, heartache, emotional and mental trauma. Yes, they're the features of life.
But god, I hope you're leading a better life.
Is that constant pain still there? That one that hasn't seemed to have left your chest for so long?
God, I hope it's not.
Do you look in the mirror everyday, and like the person staring back? Are you confident?
God, I hope you are.
Do you cry a lot? Better yet, do you cry as much as you used to? And when you do cry, are they happy tears?
God, I hope they are.
Have you found someone to love you just as you love them? Do they treat you right?
God, I hope they're great.
Do you still write? If so, do you ever write about positivity?
God, I hope you do.
Are you still kind? Do you smile always?
God, I hope it's genuine.
Are you reading this whilst you're happy?
God, I hope you're happy.
- Maddison Loader