Selfish

Yes, so at times I can get really selfish and think only about myself.
Like I have some things in my life which are so perfect, someone who'll be there for me through everything.
Someone who will love me even if I screw everything up, and then I go and tell him he doesn't care enough?
You know sometimes I get way to caught up with feeling sorry for myself that I don't even realize how hard it is for the other person, or for anyone else.

My life is great, yes I may not have any friends close by, or money, but does that really matter? I have some of the best friends I could wish for, the problem is they are scattered across the world, but that's what internet is for. I miss old times when I'd go and hang with my friends, but I'll make new ones soon enough, and I should just really be happy for what I do have.

I just feel terrible though....
What happens if one day I push to far?

Hope not!

I love you, a lot!

Nat

Here's Happiness

Some people think that they can’t be happy unless they’re free of problems. They do okay as long as everything goes their way, but the minute anything negative happens, it pokes a pin in their balloon and whatever happiness they had been feeling vanishes. Because they let circumstances dictate their level of happiness, they are always bracing themselves for the next letdown and are never able to relax enough to have fun or feel good about life. They will never find lasting happiness using that approach.

The happiness I offer isn’t dependent on circumstances, which change like the weather. Rather, it’s determined by My presence and My promises, which never change. Circumstances don’t change eternal realities.

“These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”¹ You can’t avoid the problems of life altogether, but you can rise above them. You can’t have everything I have promised and planned for you just yet, but you can have a foretaste anytime, anywhere. I can lift your spirit out of the earthly dimension, where happiness is fragile, and into the heavenly realm, where it is rock solid. The more time you spend with Me and My words, soaking up My love and getting My perspective on life, the better you will be prepared for its inevitable ups and downs, and the happier you will be.

—Jesus

Jubbly

 So this is my dog, Jubbly, he's the cutest thing...even though he has a huge problem with biting, like he always wants to chew on something, and sometimes he just runs up to you and bites your ankles and it frikin hurts. But yaaa...I still love him a ton, and it's always nice to have a small doggy running around the house. :)

Took pictures today, just decided to post one.