I cut my hair after like forever of having it long, just didn't think long and straight matched me...here are some pictures
Money cannot buy happiness, but............somehow, it's more comfortable to cry in a Mercedes Benz then on a bicycle.
I missed blogging, Just came back from Bohol yesterday, I didn't wanna post anything till I got the pictures, but looking over my blog I just wanted to post. I'll probably post the pictures sometime this week or next week. It was nice there, better than I expected, it would be really fun to live there with tonz of friends, I donno I'll see how things go...... I have a cold (like again!) I'm wandering when the day will come that I won't get sick every two monthes or something. My head hurts like hell, and it's raining...it keeps on raining, my back really hurts, I think it's getting worse, I think I should get it checked up or something. Anyhow don't have much else to say, don't wanna talk about Bohol till I have pictures, so I'll just keep you waiting.
My dad, Anita and Victor just left to the airport about half an hour ago, I donno, it didn't hit me yet, but it's gonna be really weird not living my any of my family, ofc the people I'm staying with are kinda my family, but it's different....Ok well I'm wishing myself luck, or just hoping that everything goes well, that I enjoy myself here, esp. since in like 4 months I'm gonna go and live on a different island, and I don't really want to do that, but I guess I won't judge yet, I'm gonna go there on Wednesday, really hoping I like it! Anyhow Don't have much to say atm, I still have a headache, but my hangover is WAY better, I can eat now, even though I can't eat anything sweet. but it's fine.
Sometimes you do things you regret, and even though it kills you you just can't change the past. Right now I really want to go back, change yesterday, relive it, wake up in a good mood earlier, been on time, worked out everything, stayed home in the evening....everything would have been better, I wouldn't be laying in bed with a horrible hangover, I wouldn't have others working for me while I just lay down and do nothing, I wouldn't have caused people to freak out and cry, I don't know why it happened, but there is a reason for everything in life. I'm NEVER going to one of those parties again! My head is killing me, can't eat or drink anything, can't smell or think about food without feeling like throwing up. I barfed 5 times this morning, and many more times yesterday can't keep water down. Obviously made my dad, Jo and Joy very upset..............along with others, I guess I learned my lesson, and hate myself in the process. I was told not to feel condemned, told that it's like being the wool that the cat tosses back and forth in his paws, told not to cry, but sometimes you just have to follow your feelings, sometimes crying makes things better...............I don't know, this is kinda embarrassing..everything is right now, just gonna cut it of here........hope things will be better tomorrow. My dads leaving tomorrow, donno why everything has to hit at once, but I guess that's life. :(
