Valentines Party

 Ok so we had another party...pix:

 Bina and Jason singing Umbrella (Cinderella Version)

singing Like we used to by Rocket to the moon, aweome song :)

 Jason singing God knows what

Mandy and Angela Anyone else but you from Juno

 more Umbrella

 singing Eyes Watering by RJA (I think Jason actually cried)

 EPIC!

 Performing something, probably Outrage by Capital Lights...again

 Angela and Sam singing So Long Goodbye, by Sum41...again

 Joel was so tunned into listening to Mandy and Angela sing that he walked backwards into some chairs and fell

 feel the love?

 more love

singing Check yes Juliet by We the kings

 hehe David sang Superman by Five for Fighting...

 more Check yes Juliet

 Lali looks sooo cute :)

 Million Kisses by Romance on a rocketship 

 Bina, Barbie, and me :D :D

 Singing Last train home by FM static

 Million kisses

 check yes juliet

Pepsi impersonating Chris Drew

Hate Weird Facebook Guys

lols

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CyU4FeVdUa4
sorry it doesn't let me embed so just watch it of youtube

Cute no?

-confession I stole this of someones facebook

After The Rain

I loved this one guy, two years ago, he was a nice person, but in rainy days he always stand up on the bridge, staring up to the cloudy sky and saying: "I'll be back up there, were I born", I didn't believe him until one day he stepped forward and disappeared in thin air, ever since then the sky never became cloudy...

But today was like that day when he left... rainy, I ran to the bridge, and found him, I never cared how did he left or came, I was just glad to see him again, and I guess he was as happy as me...

---cute no??

--http://saiyagina.deviantart.com/art/After-the-Rain-88597953?q=boost:popular%20rain&qo=54 

Disapointment

I guess disapointments are for reasons, but while you are going through them you have NO idea why the hell Jesus allowed it, and it bothers the gutts out of you. I guess it's all for the greater good, even though right now I have no idea what certain things mean in my life and I don't think I will ever know, I just have to accept. Some things are easy to figure out, like if it has to do with guys maybe he wasn't the right guy or wtv...blah blah blah, but with some other things, like not someone not showing up for a super important appoitment....argh ok. One day.

Bluey

so once apon a time I decided to be sexy...(hehe I can't get over the glasses)

Party Time

We wanted to have a New Years party with our friends, so around the 6th of January (can't remember the exact date) we had one, here are the pix.

mommy and son :p ok we both look a little retarded 

the 'band' preparing

Jason singing 'Outrage' ...had that song stuck in my head the rest of the evening

everyone is into the hand signs now-a-days

and we preformed too, but it's not like we practiced, Mandy and I knew the same song so we were like lets sing it, but it went kind of off time and key and stuff. Next time we'll be better.

Some people loved us...haha

Than the guys did another song

audience reaction (don't look for me I missed that song)

  circle of boredom

some inspirational person trying to get us to play capture the flag

the ONLY picture of David, and he was trying to hide, evil! :p

That's all for now, hope you all have an awesome year, and that you had awesome parties, I mean this was a good party, but SO many things happened. I heard so many 'unfinished stories' it was weird, but all in all it was great. 

Hurt

Sometimes people hurt you by mistake and sometimes they do it on purpose, the thing is how do you know when it's intentional and when it's not?

I wish I had the answer to that, and I wish I could just decide if the person is still worth being friends with after they hurt you, even if it was on purpose. I don't know everyones life, and for all I know they could have done it to prevent themselves from greater hurt, or to keep a friend, or maybe they are just trying to please you. Me personally, I HATE FLATTERY, I'd rather you tell me you hate me to my face, then act all nice and hate me inside. I can deal with hurt like that, what I don't know how to deal with is hearing things which hurt from someone else. Every person is selfish, no one is completely selfless, I most definitely have a lot of times when I made decisions that will hurt others only because it benefits me. What I think every person should consider when they make a friend is ‘what can I do for this person’ not ‘what can this person do for me.’ A lot of my friends have been there for me when I have had trials and problems, and I tend to think because I have had it good in the past I expect it to be the same now. But that is not possible, sometimes people have to look at what they can give their friend more then what their friend can give them. It is really hard for me to be friends with people who hurt me, my attomatic reaction is how can I cut of contact, how can a person be worth being friends with if they don’t give a damn about the way I feel. But maybe I should look at it as: they don’t have to consider me a friend, I will still be there for them and help them no matter what they do to me. Care for the person but don’t expect them to care for you, that’s how it is these days. That way when they do something in the long run which shows they didn’t care the whole time, or you find out something which they did which is super mean it won’t be so bad, maybe it will still hurt, but then you can always think; “I knew this was gonna happen.” Hahaa well I just made it sound like no one can ever be trusted, that is not true, just you have to find the right people, and never give everything because everyone is human, I bet I hurt people millions of times, some maybe intentionally and some I don’t know about and never will. And I can honestly say I care about my friends feelings, now how does that click? It doesn’t, it all comes down to being honest with yourself and giving more than you take. No one is perfect and everyone makes mistakes. Therefore I decided instead of running away from my problems I should face them, decide what will help others. If they hurt you pay them back with good deeds. Don’t be stupid and let them control you, but don’t try to control them either. It won’t pay of in the long run.

That is what I think and what I believe….

Confession: This is acctually writen to a certain person, but I am way to shy to send it to them :p so I don’t know if the person still reads my blog or it was just a one time thing, but even if it never reaches the person it’s good for me to get it out, and maybe it will help someone else. 

2011

I started this blog in 2009 and am happily still running it in 2011, I feel so proud of myself *grins*

Anyhow 2010 has been a very weird year, weird in a good and bad way, but then again, all the bad things that happen end up turning into good lessons or something, so I guess I could say weird in a GOOD way. 

So last year I:

-Finally got my own guitar

-Saved money for the longest I ever have in my life (9 months without spending barely anything)

-Made friends

-Lost friends

-Did 3 shoots for commercials

-Taught kids every Friday (except a few being sick or wtv) starting in June till December

-Went to a really awesome camp in Rizal in July

-Moved houses (again)

-Went to Jason Derulo's concert

-Barely got sick

-Got 2 childhood diseases, German measles and chicken pox, (those are the only 2 I ever had) 

-Got bitten by probably over 1,000 mosquitoes (reason I thought of that is cuz my foot is itching from a mosquito bite right now)

-Turned 16 (obviously)

-Improved in my art

-Watched all the Harry Potters that are out for the first time

-Fell in love with Ron Weasley (btw I don't believe in falling in love with movie actors/characters but I like to pretend I do) 

-Listened to some really awesome songs, learned to play some also

-Drew a friend and Ron

-Dyed my hair

-Changed my style

-Needed Jesus

-Got addicted to Facebook (thank God I'm not anymore)

-Had a great New Years (don't want to mention Christmas)

-Got into tonz of arguments and problems with people, some to the point of 'no more talking'

Ah...I ran out of things to say, I'm sure way more good and bad things happened, but over all I guess I can just be thankful, even for the times when things didn't go well, I can be glad for my Christmas even though I went through a lot on the 24th and 25th. I can be glad at least I still have people who care about me, I still have a place to live, and I am still alive without some form of deadly sickness. There are so many things to be happy about and ya, I think I really need to start looking at the good in each situation. :) Yes there were times last year when I made a complete idiot out of myself, and there are times when I really felt helpless and that my life was a living hell, but through it all I can say it was a year worth living, I would never want to repeat it, but I am thankful for everything...I am thankful that I am alive and that I can move on to this new year and make it the best year yet! I'm expecting it............... 

Clockwork Angel

I just finished the Clockwork Angel, it's a prequel to the super awesome book series called the Mortal Instruments series.

Back to the topic to Clockwork Angel, it was a really book but it's amazing how Will (the guy) could do that to the girl....I loved Will the whole book until the end, seriously I hope the next part comes out soon, and I hope Tessa (the girl) pays him back worse than he was to her! :p 

Anyhow, you should read the Mortal Instruments series...they're the BEST! :D :D :D

Ron

 I love Ron :)

People always say pictures speak louder than words, plus I'm sure none of you want to hear me rambling on about Ron anyway. I just have to say I love his expressions, his face is so expressive! I wander if he has any more movies than Harry Potter.........hmmm...........

 My wallpaper

You have to love this one! 

 

It Is The Season To Be Jolly

Merry Christmas!

(we are actually in front of the tree, but I think it's a bit small)

My Christmas Wish List

To everyone

I wish that you:

-don't pretend to like me
-don't promise something you won't do
-don't tell me I'm a great person unless you think so
-could just tell me if you think that talking to me is a waste of time
-don't promise to take me out if you aren't planning on it
-don't use me
-don't lie
-don't tell me half truths
-don't hurt me
-don't tell me I'm great at something I suck at
-don't diss what I do, esp. when I work hard on it
-don't worry about hurting my feelins
-wouldn't care about what I think of you
-would treet me the same way you want someone to treet you

Merry Christmas

I hope all your wishes come true this Christmas also

A Social Network Christmas

I don't have much comments for this, except watch it it's really good :)

News About My Computer

Argh...my computer keeps on having problems, randomly shutting down anytime it feels like it. I have this feeling that it will soon be useless, I can't even go on YM for more than 10 mins without it signing me out. And I like need my computer for soo many things, --guitar, word time, blogs, writing people, music, chatting, etc. So really pray that it stops doing blue screens and keeps on working.............I would appreciate that tonz :)
Oh ya also I have a cold :(( pray I get healed, don't like being sick :(
Also I have a song for you people to hear, I really like it. I don't really like Demi Lovato, but in this song she is really nice, and I'm gonna see We The Kings live in February along with NeverShoutNever! and The Maine....Can't wait :) :) :)

Enjoy!

The Happiest Day Of My Life!!!

I FINALLY GOT MY GUITAR TODAY!!!
I'm like super duper scoper happy about it!!
It was expensive, but duh, that's why I've been saving up for it since March. And it's worth it. I love my guitar.
It's an Ibanez acoustic guitar. It's um....hard to explain, like brown, with black around the sides. Anyway I love my guitar!!! :D :D :D
Also we watched this cute movie called Ramona and Bezus, it's about this little girl, and ahh super cute. :)
Oh and one last thing to say.
I started working on this new blog thingie, well it's not my blog, but I kinda help contribute, (so far I made 1 post). It's Joel's blog, and Sam should post on it too...It's all about music..click here to see. Hope you like it. It's super awesome...................................................and that's all I have for today. So goodnight!
Feel the love ;)
Nat---

God Knows

God knows exactly and with perfection what is being allowed to happen to you in your life at this precise moment

Snow

Well technically there is supposed to be snow around now right??? I miss skating around on the ice on that place in Romania...............:) Anyhow, I really liked this picture, don't ask me why. Sometimes I miss the cold and snow, but overall I'm happy without it, it's nicer not having it around, except without it it's harder to have the Christmas Spirit...but I'm sure I'll get used to it after a few more years (if I'm here that long).

News

So want to know whats been going on with me????
Ok, so we've been having tonz of shows...for Christmas.
We made a play with some of the poor kids in the area (it was so tiring) it turned out pretty good esp. considering the fact that we only had like 3 weeks to do everything and the kids were ages 4-13
Then we also had to practice the puppet show (that was the EASY part)
And then we had 4 days of shows, I was dead tired by the end of it, as we would have to wake up really early some days.
Then when the shows were all done, the next day I was sick (that was yesterday) and I slept the whole day, only got up once to go to the bathroom, and only ate soup at dinner....felt HORRIBLE!
Today I'm better, still in bed kinda, I want to get up and help around after, maybe make dinner, not doing so much today, but I don't want to be sick anymore.
Ok so that's my newest update.
Oh we watched the weirdest movie ever, it's called 16 wishes, about this girl who wants her sweet 16th bday to be the best ever, and ya this fairy lets her wish list come true, but some pretty bad stuff happen along the way, and by the end she learns her lesson. Super dumb, but good for when you are to sick to do anything else.
I will try to get a hold of some of the pictures from the shows another time, for now I haven't seen them yet. I only have one.

These are the kids we did the play with, one of them is Gaby (my brother) he's sea water (the one with the blue wig),

The skit was 'the greatest of them all'

If u don't know it, take a look at the green HL books and find it :D

Anyway hope you enjoyed knowing a bit more about my life :D :D :D

Tc and have a Merry Christmas

And pray I get 100% healed, and no more sickness

Cream Silk

This is another shoot I did, I am not seen at all...and it took us two days to make the whole thing.

Enjoy, you get to see Venus Raj (she's Miss Philippines, and forth runner up for Miss Universe) at least.........(I'm pretending that's a good thing)

Shaved by Grace

After twenty years of shaving himself every morning, a man in a small Southern town decided he had enough. He told his wife that he intended to let the local barber shave him each day. He put on his hat and coat and went to the barber shop,... which was owned by the pastor of the town's Baptist Church. The barber's wife, Grace, was working that day, so she performed the task.

Grace shaved him and sprayed him with lilac water, and said,
"That will be $20."

The man thought the price was a bit high, but he paid the bill and went to work. The next morning the man looked in the mirror, and his face was as smooth as it had been when he left the barber shop the day before. Not bad, he thought. At least I don't need to get a shave every day.

The next morning, the man's face was still smooth. Two weeks later, the man was still unable to find any trace of whiskers on his face. It was more than he could take, so he returned to the barber shop.

"I thought $20 was high for a shave", he told the barber's wife, "but you must have done a great job. It's been two weeks and my whiskers still haven't started growing back."

The expression on her face didn't even change, expecting his comment. She responded, "You were shaved by Grace. Once shaved, always shaved."

Wide Mouth Toad

Hi I'm a wide mouth toad and I just had a baby.......:P

My brothers always go around the house saying this...super foolish, I luv it!!

Jesus Speaking

I remember every single sacrifice you have ever made for Me. Every single one. I remember them all, and one day I will remind you of them one by one and reward you accordingly. So never think for a moment that your sacrifices of love are unappreciated, just because you think no one on Earth really noticed. I’m there watching you‚ My angels are keeping an accurate record, and human eye hath not seen the special and beautiful rewards I have in store for you.
I reward each act of kindness, sacrifice, and unselfishness. Each such act creates a vacuum into which I can pour My Spirit of joy, fulfillment, satisfaction and love. I love to reward you, to fill you to overflowing, to give you an hundredfold. So no matter what step or what sacrifice or what help you lend, I will more than repay.

For Your Entertainment!

I love this song.....!!! hehe sometimes I listen to it like 6 times in one day....it's awesome.

Harry Potter 7

We just came back from watching Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. I felt super behind on all the Harry Potter stuff, as like everyone is really into it, so we quickly caught up and got to see pt. 7...lol. I really liked it...so far the best part, (gets better every time). Can't wait for July 2011.

Last Night Experiences

I finally understand why my dad always tells me to turn of the phone at night....ok let me explain

Last night we were watching a movie and so when the phone rang I said I was busy and put the phone on the table and forgot about it. Later I was almost sleeping and I hear this annoying sound, first I thought I got a text, but then it was getting way to long and I realized the ringing wasn't coming from my phone, so I sit up and look at the caller ID. It said Simon's home, ok shoot! I answer and I hear Jason's voice say hello, and I say it back, and then again, and then he hung up, I was like stupid guy and lay down to go to sleep. Now I was wide awake and annoyed, why hadden't I turned of the phone, but nvm, about 1 hour later I am almost asleep when I hear the phone again. This time the phone doesnt' recognize the number so I answer, it was some Filippino kids (unless they were putting on an accent, I was to tired to tell). And so I asked who's calling and the person was like PAUSE...so I was like 'Hello'? and they they said it's Justin Bieber, accompanied with some laughing, I said 'wtv' and they say "whats ur name," I say "Natalia"...now it always takes me having to say it at least twice for the person to get my name and then after the kids got it they asked me where I was from, since I knew I would probably have to repeat a few times and I would be dead in the morning if I didnt sleep I hung up, TURNED OFF the phone, told Lucy who was like "dumb kids who prank call at 12 in the night" and then lay down, soon after I was alseep. From now on I will always turn of the phone when it is left in my room, I don't want more calls from Justin Bieber! :P

Tattoo

Awesome tattoo no????? 

I love back tattoos they're super awesome!!!

This one is my favorite...

 

 wings...:-"

--guys watch the movie Tekken :P it's the best!!! :)

---sorry that was completely of subject....but really it's awesome!

Friendship

Friends are like walls sometimes you lean on them and sometimes it's just enough to know they're there.

loved?

I Misss..................

Have you ever missed someone so bad it hurt???

The Cutest Story EVER!!!

STORY~~ ♥♥ A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said
no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he
replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away tears streaming
down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're
beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever. 
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... ♥♥ ~~THE END~~ ♥♥

Random Thoughts

Sometimes life is sooooo confusing, like I say something super 'innocent' and it comes back to me as a really bad thing I did, and the worst part of it is that it keeps on happening even when I try to not make comments. Ahhhhhh changing subjects, yesterday I was feeling bored and started spamming people's facebook profiles with pictures of sexy people like Oliver James, Dominic Cooper, Hannah Montana, Jonas Brothers, Zac Efron, Bill Patterson, Vanessa Hudgens etc. ahh.....it made me laugh so hard (happens when you're tired). Ohh....wanna hear an awesome song!!!??? 


O well I'm gonna go now clean the bathroom....ttfn

Shakira Shakira

I love Shakira :P

you better like her too :)