Bohol

This is our trip to the chocolate hills, they were part of the 7 wanders of the world before :) 

The people who did zipline (i was to chicken)

 There were so many stairs

 The chocolate hills

 looking at them

 picture time, it was super windy (obviously)

 this is with the zipline tickets

 that's the place u get to fly across

ME :D 

ok will post more pictures another time, Bohol is  famous for being the only place in the world to  have tarsiers ( they  are the smallest monkeys in the world) I will post pix with them ASAP :) tata

Miss Me??

I missed blogging, Just came back from Bohol yesterday, I didn't wanna post anything till I got the pictures, but looking over my blog I just wanted to post. I'll probably post the pictures sometime this week or next week. It was nice there, better than I expected, it would be really fun to live there with tonz of friends, I donno I'll see how things go...... I have a cold (like again!) I'm wandering when the day will come that I won't get sick every two monthes or something. My head hurts like hell, and it's raining...it keeps on raining, my back really hurts, I think it's getting worse, I think I should get it checked up or something. Anyhow don't have much else to say, don't wanna talk about Bohol till I have pictures, so I'll just keep you waiting.

Bye bye

My dad, Anita and Victor just left to the airport about half an hour ago, I donno, it didn't hit me yet, but it's gonna be really weird not living my any of my family, ofc the people I'm staying with are kinda my family, but it's different....Ok well I'm wishing myself luck, or just hoping that everything goes well, that I enjoy myself here, esp. since in like 4 months I'm gonna go and live on a different island, and I don't really want to do that, but I guess I won't judge yet, I'm gonna go there on Wednesday, really hoping I like it! Anyhow Don't have much to say atm, I still have a headache, but my hangover is WAY better, I can eat now, even though I can't eat anything sweet. but it's fine.

oh and I'm gonna miss Victor's skateboard, and I still didn't learn to olie :( I NEED MONEY :P

Regret

Sometimes you do things you regret, and even though it kills you you just can't change the past. Right now I really want to go back, change yesterday, relive it, wake up in a good mood earlier, been on time, worked out everything, stayed home in the evening....everything would have been better, I wouldn't be laying in bed with a horrible hangover, I wouldn't have others working for me while I just lay down and do nothing, I wouldn't have caused people to freak out and cry, I don't know why it happened, but there is a reason for everything in life. I'm NEVER going to one of those parties again! My head is killing me, can't eat or drink anything, can't smell or think about food without feeling like throwing up. I barfed 5 times this morning, and many more times yesterday can't keep water down. Obviously made my dad, Jo and Joy very upset..............along with others, I guess I learned my lesson, and hate myself in the process. I was told not to feel condemned, told that it's like being the wool that the cat tosses back and forth in his paws, told not to cry, but sometimes you just have to follow your feelings, sometimes crying makes things better...............I don't know, this is kinda embarrassing..everything is right now, just gonna cut it of here........hope things will be better tomorrow. My dads leaving tomorrow, donno why everything has to hit at once, but I guess that's life. :(

Story

LOVE!!!!

I was like super awesomely happy cuz I got to see White both yesterday and today, but I probably will never see him again :(( I miss him already...

Pirate of the Caribbean-- On Stranger Tides

hellllooooo....I am super bored, I want to go out of the house!!!!! Pepsi is watching New Moon, I was gonna watch with her, but I didn't wanna watch Twilight stuffies, and so I told her to watch on another computer, and since the sound wasn't good there she's watching with headphones and so I can't watch with her only on silent mode....I need to straighten my hair, probably do it right after this post.

Ok so want some news updates, I watched POTC 4 in the cinemas with Anita, Mandy, Angela, and Zella...we bought tonz of snacks (yes waisted tonz of money) but I really liked it, well the mermaid story, it was way better than the other parts.

Also been going to the park and hanging there a lot, sometimes we meet up with random people meet new people, or at other times we just go and sit in the basket ball court when it's dark and empty and just talk or be foolish. Also randomly bring the skateboard and practice. The other day we also went to the park in phase 8 with the Martinez's and Sum we played hide and seek and stupid stuff like that. This is the first time I'm having a real summer vacation in my life, so it's awesome.......:) except that I'm bored a lot, but I'd rather have that then work. On Thursday they are going to make like a kiddy camp till Friday and I'm gonna have to help, but it's fine....and then other than that nothing is really going on. So ya gonna go now bye :-h tc

Some Random Story

A little boy went into a drug store, reached for a soda carton and pulled it
over to the telephone. He climbed onto the carton so that he could reach the buttons on the phone and proceeded to punch in seven digits.

The store-owner observed and listened to the conversation:

The boy asked, "Lady, Can you give me the job of cutting your lawn?
The woman replied, "I already have someone to cut my lawn."
"Lady, I will cut your lawn for half the price of the person who cuts your lawn now." replied boy.

The woman responded that she was very satisfied with the person who was presently cutting her lawn.
The little boy found more perseverance and offered, "Lady, I'll even sweep your curb and your sidewalk, so on Sunday you will have the prettiest lawn in all of North Palm beach, Florida."

Again the woman answered in the negative.

With a smile on his face, the little boy replaced the receiver.
The store-owner, who was listening to all this, walked over to the boy and
said, "Son... I like your attitude; I like that positive spirit and would like
to offer you a job."

The little boy replied, "No thanks, I was just checking my performance and the job I already have.I am the one who is working for that lady I was talking to!"

Moments

Today was a weird day, actually I have no idea what was weird about it, but it didn't feel like a normal day. I woke up at 9, watched touched by an angel, cleaned my room up a bit, then I watched Twilight (Anita really wanted to watch it and so I decided to watch it with her) than after that I straightened my hair (it's so awesome that it goes so fast now that it's rebonded :D ) and then after that besides eating lunch and stuff I was on my computer for a while then went to the park just hung there with Pepsi and Victor continued trying to learn to jump on the skateboard (still didn't get it) then came home ate dinner, did dishes, painted my nails. I was laying in my bed doing nothing for half an hour so I decided to make myself some chocolate milk :) and then we decided to go the park, but Jo and Joy came home so we had to help them unpack the shopping, after that we invited Joel to come to the park with us. When we got there we saw Oscar and he introduced us to about 3 people and then we went to the basket ball court to skate. Then later Oscar joined us and we just hung there for a while with him (like 1 hour or something) and then went home cuz it started raining. Then I came home, got on my computer, but my dad needed the internet cable so I was bugging Victor and then I was practicing my guitar (o yes I learnt Coffee and Cigarettes by NeverShoutNever! on the guitar this morning :) and then I got my computer back just did some random stuff, decided to update my blog and here I am. but anyhow I bet your weren't interested to hear about my day, but it's fine....I'm gonna go watch the newest How I Met Your Mother now.....see ya!!! ciao

Post

Hello dear blog ;;)
right now I'm out of ideas of what to write, but I wanted to update so it doesn't seem like I'm the laziest person around. I decided I wanted to learn how to skateboard, but yes I need to buy one first. Yesterday I was trying to learn how to jump, and I kept on trying for 2 hours and still didn't get it, I was using the Mandy's skateboard which has a problem with the wheels and they don't move ever well, so it was easier as the board doesn't move all the time when you are trying to jump, so then later I was trying with Victor's board and I feel and scraped my elbow which was bleeding (I feel a few times withe Mandy's board before that but I was fine) You know skating is really scary, and I think that's why it's gonna take me forever to learn....but I REALLY want to so ya I will :) :) :) other than that nothing to exciting has been happening, my Dad is leaving in 17 days, and then I will be the only one from my family left on this island, I have no idea how to feel about it, and to be honest I don't really want to think about it. We will probably be moving to Bohol in October, and I don't really want to but I still have time to get used to the idea, so I won't make any judgments just yet. I'll go there is June to see the place so any comments will have to wait until then. I just watched Juno again ;;) I really like that movie, donno why I just do. On Sunday we're gonna go to SM to watch Pirates of the Caribbean 4 with the Martinez's, Anita, Joel and my dad, hope it's awesome but doubt it as I was not super into the previous parts...but at least it'll be entertaining. Anyhow I'll write about more stuff some other time....go other things to do now. so Bye :) 

Hair...

Yesterday I rebonded my hair (which means made it permanently straight) :) I'm super happy I won't have to be straightening my hair for a long while ;;) It was kinda stupid of me to do it cuz I didn't have the money, but it's fine cuz God always supplys no?? Also I got it like purple, it was supposed to be a purple shine, but it turned out pretty purple, so now my hair is gonna be like purple brown for a month, I always wanted to dye my hair purple so it's awesome :) :) I also wanted to cut it, but for some special reasons I can't for 3 weeks...ok enough about my hair.............................have a great day or night wherever u are :*

Happy Summer

Recently I have been super busy, we moved houses, and that involved lots of cleaning, (well it was actually less cleaning than I thought it would be) but it was enough to make me tired. My computer was going really slow so i had to reinstall it but the first time was a fail so I had to do it again. So yes now it's better, still have to install the sound card (NEED TO) and then get YM and some other stuff and I'll be happy, I hope my computer stays fast, cuz it's going half fast half slow all day. It's soo awesome to have summer vacation, you can just be lazy all day, do dishes, clean bathrooms and be lazy all day :)

Knock yourself out----literally :)

Suicide

What about the person that has to find your body, surrounded by blood?
What about the terror and pain that they’ll have to remember for the rest of their lives?
What about them having to feel guilty for being “too late” every day of their lives?
What about them holding your body and screaming in agony as they can’t even get the strength to leave you to get a phone to call for help?
What about the depression that you’ll leave them in?
What about them having to walk away, their clothes soaked in your blood and their tears?
What about them yelling at your paralytic body “Please live! I love you! I need you! Please.”?
What about all the tears you’ll cause people that you aren’t even aware of?

What the fuck about them?

Life is so fragile, and we fight for it every day —even against our own hands.
When you kill yourself, you’re also becoming a muderer.
You’re killing pieces of the people who love you.
You’re tearing holes into their hearts that can’t even seal with time.

So what about them?

Lee DeWyze and White

Last Saturday we went to Lee DeWyze's concert (he's the winner of American Idol season 9). We left early and were gonna hang out at the mall for a while, but when we got there we found out that the mall was only food shops, and a Montessori place plus skin care, so we bought icecream and walked around trying to find things to do, like go up and down the elevator (the mall was only 2 floors). I went with Anita, Zella, Mandy and Joel, so we were just being random around. We were all happy cuz we were gonna be able to meet and greet Lee DeWyze cuz Nikki (Zella and Mandy's sister) was part of the media, but then we found out that only 2 of us could, so Anita and Zella went, I was a bit disappointed, but didn't care to much as I had only heard of Lee Dewyze first time the night before

L-R: Nikki, Zella, Lee DeWyze, random person 1, random person 2, random person 3, Anita

But anyhow all in all it was a fun day, we ate KFC stuffed ourselves and went home. 

The second part of my post is dedicated to Whitey! I miss him sooo much! He was the cutest puppy ever, and now he's just gone, (you see my dad is leaving next month and I can't really keep him (many reasons) in my new home, so ya.. we had to give him back to the guy who gave him to us :(( I miss him tonz already and it's only been 2 days (today being the third)...sniff sniff....o well guess there is a reason..but still :( 

Last day with Whitish....

YES!

I am super happy today....(well technically yesterday as it's passed 12, but I'll just call it today)

I FINALLY FINISHED MY SCHOOL FOR THE YEAR!

now I'm officially on 11th grade, ya sure I'm behind, but still happy to be able to have a summer vacation even if it's really short cuz I finished late.

Also I got to watch Beastly in the cinema's (which I really wanted to btw) and hehe it was cute, I mean not my favorite movie but I liked it, I just wish Lucy was there to watch me and Anita make fun of Alex Pettyfer :P Some things were lets just say 'funny' but ya :D if you haven't seen it you should. Anyway I'm really addicted to this book right now (City of Fallen Angels by Cassandra Clare) So i'm gonna read. I'll post later, bye.

Long

Ok super sorry about not posting in ages, I didn't forget I was just to busy being lazy, doing school, STEPS, and facebook, that my blog sorta got neglected. I said I would post a video from Before You Exit, this is a mashup they did of two songs by The Script, The Man Who Can't Be Moved, and For The First Time. Bot are nice songs, but together ugh I'm in love <3 :D this is a video some random people made, hope you enjoy it.


Ok I hope you like it, but if not keep your mean comments to yourself I hear people diss this song enough already. So ya :) I'm almost done my school, probably be done this week, can't wait to start summer vacation. :D :D :D

Also I started getting into doing photo manipulations, I only made one so far and I'm working on my second one, I'll post them sometime after I make a DA account. Stay tunned (that sounds cheesy, but wtv)
bye for now

Tumblr

I was looking at my sisters tumblr today and I randomly decided I want to make a tumblr. You see rebloging is fun, and whenever I look at peoples tumblrs I always wish I would reblog :P I feel like a super dork, but it's ok sometimes. I think I will make one and then post on it sometimes, if I do I will be sure to keep this blog updated to as it is more awesome as it's not just a bunch of reposts.... ahh :) ok I said the word tumblr WAY to many times...Tumblr, tumblr, tumblr, bye
:D btw check out this band called, Before You Exit, it's awesome, the members of the band are ages 15, 17,17, and 17...Thomas Silver (drummer) is the best :) anyhow lots of people think they suck, but that's cuz they are just jealous they can't sing as nice. I'll post more about them later

left to right: Braiden, Riley, Thomas, Connor

--ps. isn't Riley so cute??? ;;)

Textaphrenia

omg...I think I have this....

Textaphrenia is a new type of disease mainly found in the blood of teenagers, in which a person thinks he/she has heard or felt a new text message vibration when there is no message.


it's so annoying

CRAZY LIFE!

You know I can't even remember the last time I spend a full day at home. I think it was like a few days after my mom left, cuz right after I went and did baby sitting, and when I didn't baby sit then I would do STEPS (teaching poor kids) all morning, and then is weekend I went to Zambales (a different city like 5 hours away) cuz Joel's dad invited me to his PMMA (Philippine Military Marine Academy) as he was a graduate, so I went with Joel and his dad, and then we went to Enchanted Kingdom today, and now I'm back to baby sitting, I miss spending days at home. I mean I actually never liked being at home, but I miss normal life. Even though baby sitting is fun to, this is the last week at it and then life will go back to normal until the middle of May where we will be packing and moving to the next house and then the month after my dad will leave....crazy life. Ok well I am dead tired I slept super little last night. Good night.
Nat

Story

A CUTE STORY- A BOY HAD CANCER AND HE HAD ONE MONTH TO LIVE. HE LIKED A GIRL WORKING IN A CD SHOP VERY MUCH. BUT HE DID NOT TOLD HER ABOUT HIS LUV. EVERYDAY HE WENT TO THE CD SHOP AND BOUGHT A CD ONLY TO TALK TO HER. AFTER A MONTH HE DIED.

WHEN THE GIRL WENT HIS HOME AND ASKED ABOUT HIM, HIS MOM TOLD THAT HE DIED AND TOOK HER TO HIS ROOM..................................... SHE SAW ALL THE CD'S UNOPENED ............... THE GIRL CRIED N CRIED N FINALLY DIED. YOU KNOW Y SHE CRIED?

COZ SHE HAD KEPT HER OWN LUV LETTERS INSIDE THE CD PACKS.SHE ALSO LUVED HIM.............

moral of the story: if u love someone......say to him directly don't wait for the destiny to play the role.............otherwise u will lose that person

Geometry

this is all I can think about right now

here's some more........I am going WAY to slow with my math, I just cannot concentrate and I don't have enough school time, well I'll manage even though most people are having summer vacation but ya life. Wish me luck in finishing up my school, esp math cuz it's basically all I have left, I have 2 and a half math books and 1 English (which is easy) but MATH!!!>....ok enough rambling, bye

Happy Birthday Meggys

Happy Birthday Meggy....:* :* :* Hope you have an awesome birthday and you get healed from any sickness....and um....have a great year (I don't like to say that cuz it's unoriginal :P) Come visit me sometime, I'll protect you from all the scary Filipino's who want to rape you :D love u..

btw u look super hot in this picture.

:*

Quote

Sometimes when you fall you fly

Luther Day

Yesterday was Luther day, well not the whole day, but a big part of it. He's 3 and so cute, but also needs lots of attention.....................but it's fine, that's what I'm here for. Ah a few years ago I would have died if you told me that I would be baby sitting when I am 17. lol, funny things do happen :)

Luther and me (sorry about my face :-s)

awsomeness

 Result of my boredom being by my self at home on a Friday night.....but seriously these tattoos are really awesome makes me want a tattoo :P naaa...but still awesome

love it :D

*Blink Blink*

The kids are in French class so I decided to steal their computer for a little quality Nat and computer time. Not like I haven't been on the computer recently, but I haven't been on a computer this fast in AGES!. :) Ok a few days ago I decided to start the 30 day challenge, it's good for recreation :P anyhow for those of you who don't know what it is, go on facebook, to my page then go to my albums and go to 30 day challenge, on the album description is explains. I'm trying to get tonz of people to do it. So if you read this then you have to do it. :)

The best song ever...I know I already posted it on my other blog but I don't know if you actually look at that blog, so this way it is more likely to be advertised. and if you never heard it before you are missing something big! :) tata

Latest

Been super tired lately, my days are filled with kids and teaching, for two days I've been at this home helping 'babysit' the kids, they are good kids (THANKFULLY!) but still it's tiring.

Ok that's them, well I don't really take care of the youngest one. They're super cute :) I will be going home tomorrow for school, more teaching, and sleep...and then back for Sunday, ahh life is life, but I guess it's good too, sometimes. Esp. when I realized today that I will miss two really awesome things cuz I will help with the kids on Sunday, but ptl, I bet there is a reason for it. Oh and I want chocolate. One thing I like about being here though is they have TONZ of bagels and so maybe I can get nice and fat from my overdose....and also I am NEVER hungry, I just eat for fun, which is nice. Ok goodnight I think I need my sleep more then I like to admit. ;;) bu-bye

Sincerely,

Nat 

Sundae

Okeeeyyyy, I have no idea what to post, but I haven't posted in a while, so here goes. Did I ever tell you that my parents are going back to Hungary? My mom is leaving tomorrow, and my dad in June I'm gonna stay here with Joel's parents. Tonz of crazy things are happening all the time, but I want to sleep. I woke up at 11 today but I'm still super tired and want to sleep more, later I'm gonna go to SM (a mall) with my mom and sister and brothers. I want to eat ice cream, but it's ok cuz i will :) in like an hour......ok sorry this post is sounding super dorky, if it weren't for the fact that I HAVE TO post I would delete it :P but anyhow. I love Mcdonalds ice cream, super yumo but since they are renovating McDonalds in SM, Jollibee icecream will have to do......ahh ok i willl, have a GREAT weekend and dont' get to fat!
Merry Chirstmas and a happy new year :)

LOL

Concerts

Concerts

• You get crushed to the point you think you’re going to die.
• You struggle breathing in between thousands of people.
• You queue for hours on end to get near the front.
• You travel ridiculous distances to see your favourite bands.
• You sweat and look like a complete mess.
• You’re being pushed around by strangers.
• Your feet kill from being stomped on and jumping around.
• You have no voice the day after from singing/screaming so loud.

But none of this matters, because you’re having the time of your life.

Stuff

Birthday Party

I didn't want to have a party this year, so Sam claimed March 5th (the day b4 my birthday) for his party (his birthday is on the 8th). First we were all just talking and doing random things like card games (bluff) till they brought the drinks. Hehe then everyone started doing shots for Sam's bday, (well not everyone basically only the guys) (I did one) and we were all enjoying ourselves, but everyone started getting drunk and Jason and Angela left to bring Jozen to the other house so I was alone with a bunch of drunks or half drunks. It was funny as I have never seen any of them (except 1) drunk before, so I was trying to make sure they wouldn't do anything weird, and after a bunch of random funny happenings someone found another beer bottle. 2 of the guys started arguing over it, so I took it from them, since I decided they were drunk enough already, but Sam came chasing me for it. I was walking around looking for Angela to give it to her but I couldn't find her anywhere so I decided to look in the house and just as I was walking inside I slipped (didn't know the floor was wet) and the bottle broke on my hand.......not good.........it was bleeding really bad and everyone blamed me for crashing the party. I got 3 gross cuts on my hand, one is really deep the other two are just painful and ugly, so the next day (my bday) I felt like a handicap couldn't do anything with my hand, also the next day, now I think it's better even though it still hurts. Hope it gets healed soon, I hate making people do stuff for me, and I want to wash my hair! Anyhow, on my birthday we went shopping, :) and then after I went with some friends to the mall, it was fun. Oh and Joel got me a capo, God bless him :P now when my hand is healed I can finally learn Remembering Sunday (the best song ever). Click here to hear it--u know you want to

 the only picture I saw of that night, Joel and Sam are super drunk, and excuse my weird face (I have my reasons for it)

Weirdest Day Ever

Ok I got sick, ya again :( I have a cold, things these days are really weird. So I was taking a walk with a friend and she was telling me this story about a car accident she saw last Saturday, and ok it was gross. It was raining so we were waiting under this place and she was telling me, when I started to get really dizzy, and I asked her to stop talking, but I don't think she noticed and continued. Then she looked at me and was like 'Nat are u ok? you look really pale.' I was like no, so she grabbed me and I was trying to say something (she told me I was just mumbling) and I blacked out, so these old men saw me and offered me a chair, as soon as I sat down I was completely ok. They got me water, but then a trike came and we left...I really didn't think I fainted as I don't actually remember blacking out, but ya apparently I did. Super weird, and my head is stilll aching, shock or something. Weird,........I haven't fainted for years, and then ugh................:-s

:)

Don't Worry

Be Happy!